OK. I am in a very bad point in my life right now. No job, no money, no help, and the one woman I love, doesn't want to tell me whether I should move on or stay...
First point of discussion, is no job. I was let go due to a lack of work, and unemployment is being a pain in the ass getting me any money of any kind. I have not been paid in over a month, and I cannot find another job, because I have no gas to get anywhere... What makes matters even worse, is that my license is suspended, because I don't have the money to get my license. I am home, alone, and very depressed, and I just don't know what to do anymore...
About this woman... This woman has more control over things than she lets on, and I have told her & told her to either let me go, so I can move on, or tell me we are going to be together. She doesn't want to do this, and it is KILLING me... I need someone in my life right now, because I have no one, except for my boys.. This woman means SO much to me, and I feel we both fucked up in certain decisions, but I was willing to overlook them, so that we could be together. But she can't seem to overlook them... I love this woman with all my Heart & Soul, and wish she would see this... I have done everything possible I can think of... I need guidance... Some people tel me, to just ignore her, let her be, and when I try, she comes back, making it so much harder to let go.
Some people are worried about me, and what I will plan to do, but even I don't know what to do... I feel at such a low point in my life, all alone... I need you....
First point of discussion, is no job. I was let go due to a lack of work, and unemployment is being a pain in the ass getting me any money of any kind. I have not been paid in over a month, and I cannot find another job, because I have no gas to get anywhere... What makes matters even worse, is that my license is suspended, because I don't have the money to get my license. I am home, alone, and very depressed, and I just don't know what to do anymore...
About this woman... This woman has more control over things than she lets on, and I have told her & told her to either let me go, so I can move on, or tell me we are going to be together. She doesn't want to do this, and it is KILLING me... I need someone in my life right now, because I have no one, except for my boys.. This woman means SO much to me, and I feel we both fucked up in certain decisions, but I was willing to overlook them, so that we could be together. But she can't seem to overlook them... I love this woman with all my Heart & Soul, and wish she would see this... I have done everything possible I can think of... I need guidance... Some people tel me, to just ignore her, let her be, and when I try, she comes back, making it so much harder to let go.
Some people are worried about me, and what I will plan to do, but even I don't know what to do... I feel at such a low point in my life, all alone... I need you....
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